Its hard for me to forget the person that really mean alot to me.Sometimes I felt like i really need to let it go .But its so hard for me. I tried but it keep turning back .I don't know why but sometimes I feel that he is inside of me.Inside of my heart. Lock and safe in there. Sometimes I felt like he is always there talking to me. It seems like I really can't forget about him .5 years .
5 years I've been with him.Its a long period of time. Alot of things we have went through .I miss him . There is a time I imagine what if one day he msg me .tell me that he miss me too.but it just my imagination.but if it were to happen.I'll be the most happiest person.

But I don't know .idk if he's still have a feeling towards me or not.if he can accept me for who I am without asking me to change to be a different person.I want someone to love me for me .not changing me to be the one that I'm not.I know I should not put hopes. I just wish we can back together again like we used to be. If he's move on .tell me.so it be easier or it will help me to not have feeling towards him anymore.

But I think for now I should just focus for my future and improve to be a better person.

If he is not for me .I accept it and moving on.If yes then I'm happy of course.

Yeah so thats all. Just hoping for the better. IN SYAA ALLAH.Amin.

goodnight 🌌