I'm happy with my life

Alhamdulilah. 2018 has been so far so good to me.

I feel blessed and lucky with someone i am with now. Zaki is my happiness . Flashback to the day we actually " terserempak" between the Westgate and Jem. The day where he caught my eyes and suddently everything went slomotion .I'm glad that we met, we talked and start off as a friend and take things slow before we getting into a relationship . The day where we start talking, we slowly know about each other dislike and like . We get to share story with each other. At first when we start talking, my intention was just to make new friend and never thought we will be together and how i feel that we are match.But now after we get together on 5th January , I'm blessed that I get to know him and have him in my life. I know we only 2 month in rs with each other. But I want him to be my last and settle down with him.I love him so much.

Whatever happen in the future i hope we won't give up on each other and always work things out . May we always love and be together . In Syaa Allah .Amin

Be true to yourself or change to be better.

Sometimes i wonder.Should I just stay true to myself.So whatever I feel like as long as I happy.Or change to better. But change to be better doesn't mean you can't be yourself.Better version of yourself.It easy said than done.In Syaa Allah I can.

We Broke Up

It is sad to break your long relationship.Its not what I want tbh .Not I want in the first place.It is hard. If I follow my heart 8and don't really care abt what ppl said and what I think .I think I'm just gonna do whatever as long as our r/s last. But be true to yourself if you can make it or not. Don't force yourself too hard. Even if that what's good for you in some way.hmm..

Maybe slowly one day I can get over this.But it takes time.This love hurt.